Monday, September 24, 2007

Twisted Fate

Theres only one way to live - face it !

However, there are times when you dont want something, dont want to be reminded, dont want to see yourself or others, dont want to take the path down the memory lane, not because you are afraid it, but because it is wise to leave things as it is, without any questions, any complaints. Those are times when you dont want to see yourself in the mirror, for the reflection might show a tattered soul, reminding of things lost and defeats accepted with as much grace as possible. Fate has its own twisted logic. It is exactly when you want to be away, to feel at peace for a while, everything opens right in front of you.It springs up when you least expect it and on your face.And when you do face it,the pain it brings, the suddent surge of sadness that originates in those walls of your heart, gushing into your arteries making you gasp for your breath, that one moment when everything seizes, makes you wish you were dead instead. And when there is no more pain, no more sadness that your heart can ooze out into the veins, when your head is clear, you take it with a smile, you wish the best and get back to this moment, knowing that sooner or later, your heart will be conditioned for this too as it always has. Afterall, its life - face it.

11 comments:

Anonymous said...

Anything that is suppressed is bound to spring up sometime or the other.
And when v face it.....it's for resolving it....not to fight it.
To change ourselves......not to change things that have happened.
To live life fully.......not to get conditioned and resign from life.
LIFE IS A RIVER AND A RIVER FLOWS.
That's it's nature .....all that is needed is to let it be .....and not force the will of mind and ego on it.
Coz it's ego that feels let down...it's ego that wants things to b the way it wants them to b......it's ego that blames when they dont happen that way...
well... all of us larn these lessons......in a harder way or otherwise.
LIFE IS ENCHANTING.... AIN'T IT?
Well....the first step towards resolution definitely is to open the eyes to view the gift the experience has brought in........coz every experience comes with a gift or a lesson whatever one prefers to call it.
what say?

Anonymous said...

Hey! My comment is as long as ur post! *Grin*

Anonymous said...

Beautifully written, but whtever made u write this....is everything ok?

Ratika

Shiv said...

No words re...Nice post and true too!!!

Anonymous said...

What do I say? I know for sure that time and state of a person has a lot of say in such matters than we wish to acknowledge...

Yes, as you said this too will pass. Hang on there!

regarding touching base...
1. Interested? yes
2. What else? Well, I started out with a stand that I will not reveal my identity/extend cyber friendships to real physical world. So, as you can make out me in a bit of a dilemma ..hmmmmmm
3. So, I would prefer if we start with mails..what do u say?


4. Another selfish reason, I can identify you, know u a little more than an acquaintance and less than a friend, but lot more than u know me, So I am the one behind the curtain and to be honest that gives me a kind of a pleasure...sadistic, did u say? Well well...

-SB

Enchanted Mind said...

@anon,

Yes it is longer

@Rati,
Dont u know by now ;-)

@shiv
:-)

@SB
all u need to know is that u can reach me on "nchantedmind(a t) yahoo( d o t) com"...its for u to choose...

well, it isnt fun when the pleasure is just on one side, aint it? I'm enjoying your dilemma
;-) !!!

Monicaatje said...

We talked about this the other night, didn't we...
Whould we have one last date before u leave? I know this will sound cheesy and whatever, but knowing that u'll be leaving so soon... I miss u already :(
I have a new post!! This time I took the time to translate it so i'd be more than happy if u took the time to read and comment. U haven't been there in ages!!

Loads of luv. Let me know if we can talk wednesday night. Thursday and Friday will be impossible for me, and then time lag is gonna screw us up.

Take care babe!!

Anonymous said...

:)

Oh yes, I am in a bit of a dilemma, but am not too scared either!! So on second(nah...after few thoughts) I decided that what has to happen will happen.. Darna mana hein! So me ready to take the plunge! Let me warn u...it can be an anticlimax for u!!

wait...

-sb

Madhu said...

hey B! that was one heart wrenching post! dont know what made u write that, but i sure hope u r out of it now.

btw what abt the trip u wanted to take? anna has made it here in the meanwhile. had fun catching up with him. u take care.

Anonymous said...

yeah........twisted fate.
What else can explain sleepless nights......silent tears.....endless sighs and waves of pain?It's a sea within which has come alive.....the tide.One wishes to find the shore to sit on and watch......just a wish!

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

Aaaha..A sensible blog and a sensible post.. :) //Afterall, its life - face it.// Liked this sentence! :)