Its very funny how things unfold in your life. They say history repeats itself. But I guess in my case it is more than once. 2003 saw me as lost soul trying to get a grip on life. The cycle repeated in 2005 and well, its again repeating in 2007, except that this time, I tend to believe I can make it through.
And very funnily, all the three times, things happen at around the same time of the year in a certain way. Come back after a brief stay away with loads of hope but being left with nothing more than an emptiness. Then it starts all over again. Serendipity - I always associated it with good things. But in my case, cant really say why it chooses to end with a lost feeling.
The only saving grace about all the events.....I dont have reason to feel guilty.....I dont find a stranger in my mirror staring back at me....I never gave up on anyone even though people have given up on me or situations forced them to!
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Life has it's ways of recovering from almost any catastrophe...just like how our bodies heal from injuries..
Keshi.
Hey! not fair! all we talked about tonight was me! And I was left with little info bout u (although the info u gave me this afternoon was very clarifying...)
I'm glad to know that this time around u think u can get through this, it's the first sign that u will ;)
Loads of luv!!
Check my blog :P
Hugs!!
serendipity??.. i didnt know so many ppl blvd in it.. u, dreamvendor,othrs... guess, its easier to leave things to fate than to fight for them,huh...
btw,whtever happened to ur technical thots??
Hi,
I have been holding back from commenting coz I felt my words may do more harm esply since it would be based on assumptions. Nevertheless, let me go ahead and forgive me if I have taken a bit too much of freedom or if I am totally wrong. No harm intended...at all!!
When u say history repeated itself, not once, not twice but a third time ..all in a similar fashion, don't you think most likely there has to be some issue on your side as well?
I have read something to the effect of 'if something happens to u once, u may not be the cause. But if it happens again and again, u might just be the cause'.
I am not passing judgments, but I just wished that you don't face it again...2009 or later. I am just trying to ask u to look at it from a different perspective...
When u r away and get involved a lot in travel, adventure, theater , getting a glimpse of a different culture, are u by anyway sending signals of detachment, inadvertently?
As I have said earlier, I might be totally wrong. Please forgive me, If I am.
I wish that you don't face a similar situation any time in future...for past cannot be fixed.
Very Hesitant
SB
i am in the same situation as u r! history repeating itself but i said to myself wht SB has said and realised that its ok! well.. basically i found out my prob n am fixing it!
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